You must earn the respect of this universe, which by the way has been well trained by it’s maker to sniff out self-protective souls. You see it in the arts for example. The only artists who really smash the ice with this macrocosm are those who are prepared to first of all put up with looking, feeling, tasting and sounding like *#! Earnest Hemingway won a nobel prize and he said, ‘The first draft of anything is always *#!’ He didn’t get his nobel by being afraid to look like that. This is the muse’s way of telling you it’s not too worried about the vain, the naive or the egotistical but it has no time for the self-protective.